I keep dreaming about a dark sea with walls.  I will try to swim or wade out and from point to point to point I keep hitting a wall—man-made and hard with beams I couldn’t see in the dark.

It always feels like a nightmare.

I need to see the real ocean, and be in my element surrounded by love and support and inspiration.  I plan to return rejuvinated; dreaming of an open sea and a loving sun.